In a bad mood today

Spent way too much money last month to the point where my spouse was concerned that my credit card had been hacked (it wasn’t, I just spent a lot on clothes and books, plus paying for my college reunion ), I am having to write up a slide deck for work that is basically warning people off committing murder, and I have figured out that there are at least two more factors in the Drake Equation (I.e. Where is all the extraterrestrial life aka The Great Filter) namely the Why Bother factor and the Rampant Sexism factor (which could be linked to the general Why Bother factor). And I have withdrawn from my anti anxiety medication (not by choice, why can’t I keep my mental health providers when I switch jobs, fuck the Republicans sideways into a wood chipper for that) and the dizziness and nausea has finally stopped but it took about a week.

And the weather here has been nuts, it went from needing the heat to needing the AC with not enough time to allow for switching out my summer and winter clothes, particularly my workout clothes. Then we’re going to the beach this weekend for a bike ride and it’s going to be cool enough that I will still need warm clothes, and we go from that on Saturday to Maryland Sheep and Wool festival on Sunday so I will also need to bring my hiking boots for the fairgrounds as it will probably be muddy. And I am not even that excited about the festival this year as my office/craft room is such a clogged mess and what I really want is another weaving loom (a wide one because I see so many projects that are for looms wider than mine) but I feel like I don’t have enough room or time for another loom.